i got the really excellent ultrasound lady - she is so nice and we just love her. she told me that first she was going to look at my ovaries and last she would look at my uterus. she measured my ovarian cysts, which are small and don't hurt anymore, and looked around - for what, i'm not really sure. she said, "you still have endometriosis..." and i said, "everywhere." we laughed, but it's true.
then finally, the uterus. she pointed to a big black spot and said, "now this is what you didn't have before." she measured the black spot, the amniotic sac, and then zoomed in.
and there was our baby.
i squeezed justin's hand as i watched the screen, looking for the little flutter of the heart.
before the ultrasound tech could say anything, i yelled, "OH! i see it!" and then i cried and cried. i had to make myself stop crying so that she could finish the ultrasound because i had the baby wiggling all around with my sobs.
then she said, "here's my favorite part."
she clicked a few times, and then, thumpa thumpa thumpa thumpa thumpa thumpa - the fast, little heartbeat. i cried again, and again i had to stop so that she could measure the heart rate, which was a very nice 140 beats per minute.
by the time i got up my whole face was wet with tears. she printed photos and handed them to justin and he looked at them in total awe.
we met with dr. ratts after waiting a really long, i'm-very-hungry-by-now-and-also-pregnant amount of time. she was all smiles. she said everything looks great and that we can go back to my regular doctor now.
so God has blessed us with a healthy little baby with a fluttering little heart. today was a good day.
*edit: i must love writing "*edit," but anyway - i get to stop the injections in 20 days! woooohoooo!
This is GREAT!! So excited for you, Sarah!!!
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